January 4th, 2012

Beckett

pity party ahead. feel free to scroll past.

So we had a chemical pregnancy in October and decided to just go ahead and keep trying because we were really disappointed that it didn't stick. But since then my cycles have been so freaking erratic-ovulating later than normal, periods starting late when I used to be like clockwork-just enough to give us a little hope that hey maybe! But then no baby. It's rougher than I thought it would be, wanting something that badly and then not having it happen. And it's hard because I don't want to keep telling Zach "hey I'm 4 days late" and then get my period after he's gotten all excited. I'm seeing my new obgyn (we have insurance now yay) and hopefully she can shed some light and get me straightened out.